Am i the only one that feels this way?

ook guys and girls. why do i feel like im the only one that thinks this? i think i shouldnt have with more than one girl in my life cuz id feel dirty. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY ID FEAR THIS! "what if ur gf asked you if u had ual realations with other gfs and how many uv done?" ud tell them and id feel disrespectful to my lover if she has to think of all those other girls ive been with. but so far any other guys i kno dont seem to get that. am i the only one?